
Going back. We had the baby. He was induced on November 1st and born on the 3rd. His nose is so different now, three months later. I wish I could go back in time just for his first hour. I would ask the nurses to unswaddle him and hold him against me: even though I don't think he has or will suffer because I didn't, I just wish I had been able to. But the doctors had some concerns, and I trusted them, and so my baby was pretty much whisked away to the NICU and I did not see him for 2 or 3 hours after he was born.