Friday, February 3, 2012

Going Back

Going back. We had the baby. He was induced on November 1st and born on the 3rd. His nose is so different now, three months later. I wish I could go back in time just for his first hour. I would ask the nurses to unswaddle him and hold him against me: even though I don't think he has or will suffer because I didn't, I just wish I had been able to. But the doctors had some concerns, and I trusted them, and so my baby was pretty much whisked away to the NICU and I did not see him for 2 or 3 hours after he was born.

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